It's summer!
But it's freezing outside compared to every other day this summer XD
It's 70 degrees! And last week it was in the 100's so it's cold XD
I don't really have anything to write about, I don't think anyone reads my blog anyways or I don't think they will ever XD
Monday, June 29, 2009
Friday, June 26, 2009
Woot!
Pointless Post!
I'm just really bored and yeah XD
So recently, in my area, I found someone else who likes Anime! She likes a lot of the same series' that I do as well! We are going to go see a movie soon and talk about Anime stuff just because it will be fun XD
I really hope that I can get her interested in Cosplay and stuff, she said she is not too picky in her likes. Bringing her to Twilight Legend some day would be fun! I'll just wait and see~!
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I did not do too well on the ACT again DX
I really wish I was smart, but I'm not. The only reason why I have a 4.0 right now is because homework saves me but I do horrible on tests. Although, I'm glad that I found out I got a 4.0! I got a B in French for semester but I still got an A for quarter! So it's somewhat of a 4.0 XD
But anyways, The thing that makes me really sad though is that I did not do better or the same but worse. I thought I did better on it too! When doing the test I finished all the sections on time, unlike last time, and I comprehended all the questions. I don't know what went wrong DX Now I'm not going to get into the college I wanna get into because of the stupid ACT.
I'm just really bored and yeah XD
So recently, in my area, I found someone else who likes Anime! She likes a lot of the same series' that I do as well! We are going to go see a movie soon and talk about Anime stuff just because it will be fun XD
I really hope that I can get her interested in Cosplay and stuff, she said she is not too picky in her likes. Bringing her to Twilight Legend some day would be fun! I'll just wait and see~!
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I did not do too well on the ACT again DX
I really wish I was smart, but I'm not. The only reason why I have a 4.0 right now is because homework saves me but I do horrible on tests. Although, I'm glad that I found out I got a 4.0! I got a B in French for semester but I still got an A for quarter! So it's somewhat of a 4.0 XD
But anyways, The thing that makes me really sad though is that I did not do better or the same but worse. I thought I did better on it too! When doing the test I finished all the sections on time, unlike last time, and I comprehended all the questions. I don't know what went wrong DX Now I'm not going to get into the college I wanna get into because of the stupid ACT.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Yay!!
Because I need a happy post, Icons!!
I made Icons like last December and even though they are not that good, I still want to share them because: Happy Post!!
http://s24.photobucket.com/albums/c20/dcgoddess3/New%20Icons/
I don't know how to make a custom layout so I guess I can deal with this, Yay!! Pink!! XD
And Oo~! I got my senior pictures last Friday!! I'm so happy since they turned out really good! I don't look like myself at all. Here is my favorite one:
It's really big though XD
I look so different though, see!
I made Icons like last December and even though they are not that good, I still want to share them because: Happy Post!!
http://s24.photobucket.com/albums/c20/dcgoddess3/New%20Icons/
I don't know how to make a custom layout so I guess I can deal with this, Yay!! Pink!! XD
And Oo~! I got my senior pictures last Friday!! I'm so happy since they turned out really good! I don't look like myself at all. Here is my favorite one:
It's really big though XD
I look so different though, see!
I can't hold it in any longer..
I feel bad for ranting about this, having the internet read my life story practically, but I'm getting depressed DX
I feel so alone, I can't wait for high school to get over.
I want to tell people my real self and I want friends who will accept me. I have the best friends in the world and I don't want to lose them. Basically, my story is, I like Anime and Jpop and all of this stuff. In 5th grade, at my friends sleepover, I told her that I liked Anime. She never talked to me again. We'll she did, but she always called me weird. At that time, I never told anyone that I liked Anime again. I was always alone until then because people thought I was weird. I finally had friends and I blew it. In 7th grade, I made the best friends in the world and they are still my friends to this day. Although, the more I decide to love Anime, Morning Musume, Johnny's Entertainment, and Cosplay; the more my obsession haunts me.
My friends make fun of people who like that stuff. MAKE FUN OF. Through my life, I hear them insulting Anime and every blow is a blow to the heart. If they do not accept me for who I am then they are not my real friends but, I don't want to be alone. I never have. Knowone wants to be alone and I've tried to be strong through all this but I can't anymore. I feel like crying. The more I become obsessed the more it kills me inside.
The only person who knows about this hates me, she yells at me. She thinks she's better than everyone else and I have to live with it if I want something to confort me but that is another problem building up that is going to hurt me in the long run as well.
Inside, I am a very depressed person. While most of my friends think I'm the happy fun-filled jokester. It makes me feel fake. I don't want to feel like a fake because I hate it when people are acting fake. There are many things that I have never been able to tell anyone and this whole blog entry is one of them. I'm always worried about what people think, always worried about fitting in.
In 8th grade, I lost all of my friends again because the person who I was trying to be was mean. I don't know who I am.
Online, I can be myself. I love going online because I feel like I can get away from all of the drama happening in real life. But, the more I go online the more my obsession grows and it kills me on the inside. In the end, I thank Twilight Legend a ton! I have not been able to fit in to a place in so long it makes me happy! When I made it in, I made friends! Everyone was so warm and welcoming. Thanks Sakura, if you ever read this, you were the first person to talk to me on TL and it made me so happy!
I feel so alone, I can't wait for high school to get over.
I want to tell people my real self and I want friends who will accept me. I have the best friends in the world and I don't want to lose them. Basically, my story is, I like Anime and Jpop and all of this stuff. In 5th grade, at my friends sleepover, I told her that I liked Anime. She never talked to me again. We'll she did, but she always called me weird. At that time, I never told anyone that I liked Anime again. I was always alone until then because people thought I was weird. I finally had friends and I blew it. In 7th grade, I made the best friends in the world and they are still my friends to this day. Although, the more I decide to love Anime, Morning Musume, Johnny's Entertainment, and Cosplay; the more my obsession haunts me.
My friends make fun of people who like that stuff. MAKE FUN OF. Through my life, I hear them insulting Anime and every blow is a blow to the heart. If they do not accept me for who I am then they are not my real friends but, I don't want to be alone. I never have. Knowone wants to be alone and I've tried to be strong through all this but I can't anymore. I feel like crying. The more I become obsessed the more it kills me inside.
The only person who knows about this hates me, she yells at me. She thinks she's better than everyone else and I have to live with it if I want something to confort me but that is another problem building up that is going to hurt me in the long run as well.
Inside, I am a very depressed person. While most of my friends think I'm the happy fun-filled jokester. It makes me feel fake. I don't want to feel like a fake because I hate it when people are acting fake. There are many things that I have never been able to tell anyone and this whole blog entry is one of them. I'm always worried about what people think, always worried about fitting in.
In 8th grade, I lost all of my friends again because the person who I was trying to be was mean. I don't know who I am.
Online, I can be myself. I love going online because I feel like I can get away from all of the drama happening in real life. But, the more I go online the more my obsession grows and it kills me on the inside. In the end, I thank Twilight Legend a ton! I have not been able to fit in to a place in so long it makes me happy! When I made it in, I made friends! Everyone was so warm and welcoming. Thanks Sakura, if you ever read this, you were the first person to talk to me on TL and it made me so happy!
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Drama
There has been a lot of drama going around TL lately with this whole dumb person who decided to start flaming. I don't really feel like talking about it hear since I don't want to start more drama XDD. It's just horrible though! It's someone who I'm friends with, I know that. I just don't want to know who (I do but I don't XD)
Recently, I've been obsessed with Cosplay again XD I need to work on stuff for my next convention but, first I need to find out what my group is doing. I wanna perform in the Masquerade! At my last convention I sang live, I was so happy even though I was quiet and scared for my life XDD
And I have a lot of problems going on in my life for Color Guard. I will name people differently to keep this more of a secret XD So, are 4 seniors for next year are: Me, Tanaka, Linlin, and Junjun (notice how I stole MM names XDD). Both me and Junjun have 5 years of experience. Linlin has 4 years. Tanaka has 3 years. The only one of us not trying out for captain was Linlin. I was co-captain last year and I wrote are whole feild show and took over as Captain for a parade because our Captain was lazy and did not do anything. So, tryouts come along, so many people are telling me that I am going to get Captain because for one, the other girl who was on for 5 years (Junjun), was only at school this year for like 5 days total since she always skips. And, the other person trying out everyone hates her. Tryouts come along, Tanaka get's captain and Junjun get's co-captain. Everyone who was on the squad last year told me I should have got it and more. I did everything and It makes me mad. But, I'm not mad at Tanaka, at all. More of disapointed in myself for listening to everyone else too much and getting a big ego, last year's captain, and our Band teacher. Tanaka is my friend! She always has been.
But, what makes it even worse, is now I found out that she is spreading rumors saying that I hate her and I'm mad at her for getting captain. I have never said or thought that I was mad at her in my life.
And the thing that I hate the most about it, last year's captain (we will call her Kamei), is such a fake! She says things to your face and talks behind your back all the time. Me and Linlin are best friends and she splits us up when we went to Boston because she did not want to be with the annoying people and all of her friends were with her. She tells me to my face that there was "nothing she could do about it, the band director made the arrangements"
When I am sitting there crying about Color Guard for the third year in a row she said that there was "nothing she could do about it" when she had full say in who got Captain just because Tanaka is her friend. I guess that's what I get for saving her butt last year.
-rantrantrant-
Everything in my life seems to be happening at once. The Twilight Legend post was horrible, Color Guard, and stupid exams.
And by the way, more ranting, exams!
I got all A's and one B in my classes again. The B was in French and I got an 89%..89%!! The teacher makes me so mad!! Normally you all would say "One B, that's still good." I've never gotten a 4.0 in my life and I wanted it last quarter too but French kept me down. The worst part is, because she is such a disorganized teacher (paper piles everywhere!) she lost one of my assignments this quarter. I calculated it, the assignment that she lost would have brought me to an A! It makes me so mad!!
Recently, I've been obsessed with Cosplay again XD I need to work on stuff for my next convention but, first I need to find out what my group is doing. I wanna perform in the Masquerade! At my last convention I sang live, I was so happy even though I was quiet and scared for my life XDD
And I have a lot of problems going on in my life for Color Guard. I will name people differently to keep this more of a secret XD So, are 4 seniors for next year are: Me, Tanaka, Linlin, and Junjun (notice how I stole MM names XDD). Both me and Junjun have 5 years of experience. Linlin has 4 years. Tanaka has 3 years. The only one of us not trying out for captain was Linlin. I was co-captain last year and I wrote are whole feild show and took over as Captain for a parade because our Captain was lazy and did not do anything. So, tryouts come along, so many people are telling me that I am going to get Captain because for one, the other girl who was on for 5 years (Junjun), was only at school this year for like 5 days total since she always skips. And, the other person trying out everyone hates her. Tryouts come along, Tanaka get's captain and Junjun get's co-captain. Everyone who was on the squad last year told me I should have got it and more. I did everything and It makes me mad. But, I'm not mad at Tanaka, at all. More of disapointed in myself for listening to everyone else too much and getting a big ego, last year's captain, and our Band teacher. Tanaka is my friend! She always has been.
But, what makes it even worse, is now I found out that she is spreading rumors saying that I hate her and I'm mad at her for getting captain. I have never said or thought that I was mad at her in my life.
And the thing that I hate the most about it, last year's captain (we will call her Kamei), is such a fake! She says things to your face and talks behind your back all the time. Me and Linlin are best friends and she splits us up when we went to Boston because she did not want to be with the annoying people and all of her friends were with her. She tells me to my face that there was "nothing she could do about it, the band director made the arrangements"
When I am sitting there crying about Color Guard for the third year in a row she said that there was "nothing she could do about it" when she had full say in who got Captain just because Tanaka is her friend. I guess that's what I get for saving her butt last year.
-rantrantrant-
Everything in my life seems to be happening at once. The Twilight Legend post was horrible, Color Guard, and stupid exams.
And by the way, more ranting, exams!
I got all A's and one B in my classes again. The B was in French and I got an 89%..89%!! The teacher makes me so mad!! Normally you all would say "One B, that's still good." I've never gotten a 4.0 in my life and I wanted it last quarter too but French kept me down. The worst part is, because she is such a disorganized teacher (paper piles everywhere!) she lost one of my assignments this quarter. I calculated it, the assignment that she lost would have brought me to an A! It makes me so mad!!
Sunday, April 12, 2009
I have a blog
Yay!! I decided to get a blog on here even though know one reads my stuff.
Hmm today was interesting I guess? Nothing really happened. I need to cast for my Studio Number 22 and it will not be fun. I already hate casting since I hate turning people down. I never really get too many auditions anyways. This time I thought "I'll keep it open for 2 weeks, get 5 or less auditions as usual, and I won't even have to cast."
My plan failed. I got 13 auditions. I can only accept 3-5. And all of them kick butt.
This is going to take me a week XDD I'm probabally going to end up flipping coins or something!
Hmm today was interesting I guess? Nothing really happened. I need to cast for my Studio Number 22 and it will not be fun. I already hate casting since I hate turning people down. I never really get too many auditions anyways. This time I thought "I'll keep it open for 2 weeks, get 5 or less auditions as usual, and I won't even have to cast."
My plan failed. I got 13 auditions. I can only accept 3-5. And all of them kick butt.
This is going to take me a week XDD I'm probabally going to end up flipping coins or something!
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